Are we done???

So today (Thursday) we went to the Neurologist for my check up. He said everything is going really good. My visual fields look great. We are staying on the meds for now. We asked him how my Papilladema (that's what I have) would effect us getting pregnant again. Since it was brought on by that in the first place. He said it would be very hard to treat and that there were things that could be done if need but they weren't really fun and easy things cause obviously the baby would come first. But the biggest thing that all of the treatments would prevent would be me going blind. So basically if I got pregnant again I could go blind. UGH sooo not what we wanted to hear. I don't think anyone every wants to have a Dr pretty much tell you that you are done having kids. That my decision to make, not theirs. I say screw them and lets have a baby. But I do want to be able to see that baby. UGH to much to figure out. I wouldn't even know where to start to look into adoption and who knows if we would meet all of the requirements and the money. God knows we don't have that. So we are just sitting and waiting and praying about it. Maybe we are done?? Only God knows right now.

Prayers... and more

Well we are still slowly getting settled in. I just have to explain why I am not able to put a ton of pics up anymore, well so often. We only have internet by plugging my cell phone into the lap top and if I upload or download stuff on the computer is uses more of my month amount. Make since?? I know it suck, well for me it does. But it is the only way for us, right now, to get internet out here. SORRY!! So when I am about to go somewhere and use someones wireless network I will up load lot of pics for everyone :)

I would love to show everyone the pics of took of Kyndal at my brothers wedding. She was beautiful. I actually got a bit misty when she walked down the isle. I don't know why?? :) I did get some REALLY beautiful pics of her though.

Ever since Kyndal saw, well some horse movie, I can't remember the name of it. But since then she was been talking about horses and wanting to go see one and everything. So Jake decided he was going to find a place were he could take her riding. So today we actually took her to a, kind of a trial, riding lesson. She LOVED it. I was so hopeing that she wouldn't freak out or anything when it was time to get it. The lady giving the lesson was great. She showed her how to brush it and they put the saddle and pads all on together. Then they walked out into the arena and got right on, All by herself!!! I guess she was doing so good that half of the time the lady wasn't even holding on the the horse with her. She even let he go over a little jumping thing and even let the horse start trotting. I was really suprise. After she was done she helped put everything away and then brushed and feed the horse. She wanted to get right back on. We aren't sure if we are going to actually put her in lessons, it is a bit pricey. But we will see. :) I have pic of it too... :)

SoooOOOoooo on too ME... I had a regular eye appointment on Wednesday. My Dr wanted to take pics of my eye, cause when I was pregnant with Ally I had an issue where my vision got cloudy and there was some swelling on my optic nerve. So we took some more pic and found that it was worse than it was a year ago. So he has now referred me to a neurologist. I have an apptointment this Wednesday with him. My eye Dr said is could be caused from excess fluid in the brain causing pressure or a tumor. So we will hopefully find out something on Wednesday. We are guessing that we will just meet with the Dr and then scheduale to butt load of test, MRI, CT Scan..etc. Which will all be fun with not having any insurance. :) yea!!

So please keep us in your prayers. I will keep all of you posted.